We, humans (withfleshandbonesandallthatbeingmoredevi nethananimals, etc etc etc) need proof. Of what we think, of what we are of what we do. So when we don't know, and we don't have any proof at all, we'll just blame the ones that seem right to blame (and which we don't know, because we don't have proof of/for thinking people). When you failed, people don't know why. Why you failed. Why you succeeded. They just accept it the way the 'world' is supposed to put it into your mouth. And hurt. Hurt you? Or just generalize. So be blamed. Be blamed when you didn't do shit. When you are 'innocent'. Self-compassion? No. No. No. Fear. Fear of what generalization does. And I can't spell. Blame me. Why? Because I climb threes.
Ayreon - Actual Fantasy
Sit back and relax
Crawl into the maze
Within your mind
Leave it all behind
Now allow yourself to
Slide into a world
As real as you want it to be
Actual fantasy
Let's all die. Die within dying. Die. Fool. Moron. Loser. Loser. Loser. L o s e r.
well.....talking to people. commenting on stuff. Just hanging around, and I'll put you on my friends list. I was going to anyway. I'll put up a journal about you.
nah, my friends are cool. there's bad people everywhere. I'm usually the one to find them, and unfortunately I don't have the emotional stability to handle them very well.